Lord Use Me - Song

We Stand Amazed - Michelle Beck

I'm honored to have my sister, Michelle Beck, record "Lord Use Me" and release it on her January 2016 live worship album entitled We Stand Amazed. Get her entire album on iTunes! She's amazing! You'll love it!

The Lord gave me this simple little worship chorus back in the early 2000's. We wore it out over many years and many missions conferences at Destiny Church in San Antonio, Texas. The heart-felt simplicity is easy for people to grab a hold of.

When the song came to me, I was going through a season in my spiritual journey where I wanted to lead God's people into His presence in such a way that they didn't see me much. I was hoping I could be invisible! That each one would have a unique encounter with the Holy Spirit.

The lyric that's always wrenched my heart is "You're the reason that I live..."

The most humbling response I ever received, from a respected friend and man of God, was when Marcos Witt told me that he sang it when he was alone with the Lord. He expressed that it really meant a lot to him. Wow! That just about knocked my socks off :)

I Will Bless The Lord At All Times - Song

The Lord gave me this praise song back in the early 2000's when I was serving as a worship leader and youth pastor at Destiny Church in San Antonio, Texas.

This recording was done in the Dancing Heart Studio in about 2002 for an upcoming outreach event called Hoop It Up. Dave Bell, and his sons Matthew and Michael, were great to help us get it done. Josh Engler, Joe Rohrs, and Dave Bell also had an original song on this little recording. I may post them later!

Much of the time we played it with a "Sweet Home Alabama" lead guitar riff. The verse has the same chord progression. Key of D with the verse chords being D  C  G.

I remember hammering this one out over at my grandparents one Sunday after church on their Yamaha grand piano. It always takes a few days to get a song just right and finished.

I'll always remember when I went with my pastor and worship mentor, Dave Bell, to set up his music gear for a worship event at Cornerstone Church. Once he got his rig setup, he asked me to test it out so he could tweak the sound from the sound booth. I was real proud of my new song, so I decided to give it a go in public and in his presence. A big risk if you knew how great of a musician Dave was.

Well the risk payed off because he asked me right away if that was my song. That was an important question, because he was always more moved or impressed when we wrote our own material. He was a creative artist that birthed songs while flowing in the Spirit and had a passion to see that developed in other young Christian leaders.

It wasn't long before he decided to play "I Will Bless The Lord At All Times". It ended up going over really well at our church and we still sing it today. 

Of course that sure built my confidence and many more songs have followed over the years by God's grace.

I've got about 30 songs now and I hope to post them all, over time, on this blog. I've only got a few that have been completely tracked. The others will just be vocals and keys until I can take more time or can allocate some resources to produce a finished recording. The dilemma for every song writer artist it seems. Most importantly, I don't want them lost in my head way down the road when I'm worshipping from heaven. I definatly want to share these gifts from God with family, friends, and the world. Glory to God!!!




90th Birthday (Major Abel Vela)

It's always a privilege to honor someone you love. On Sunday, July 3rd, 2016, we celebrated my grandfather, Abel Vela's, 90th birthday. He's a World War II and Vietnam Veteran. Part of the greatest generation!

As I was considering what to share, a story by Pastor Kris Vallotton came to mind. In a message he spoke called "Writing Into Eternity", Kris shares a moving vision he had in a time of prayer. In the vision he saw an older man, among a group of family members young and old, sharing some stories with his family. Kris didn't recognize the old man or the family members at all. Then the old man pointed to a portrait over the mantle of the fireplace in the room where they were all gathered. Everyone was somewhat distracted and disinterested, but all of a sudden, they began to pay close attention as he told a story about the couple in the picture. In Kris' vision the image panned over so he, too, could see the couple in the picture. To his amazement, it was him and his wife. In an instant, a flood of emotion and inspiration came to him as he realized future generations, family members he hadn't even met, were telling his story. They were remembering his life and legacy.

While I was listening to this message, the presence of God touched me so deeply, I began to weep. I too began to contemplate what kind of legacy I was leaving for my children and future grandchildren, I haven't even met. What are they going to be thinking and saying of me, when I'm long gone into eternity. When I'm just a memory or a picture on the wall, will they remember my love for Jesus and my love for them? From there, Kris went on to passionately share how we all have a once in a lifetime opportunity to write down our experiences with God and express our love for our children. Don't leave them guessing about the gift of life that God gave you, write it down, so they can feel the depth of your love and receive your guidance from eternity.

With this vision at the forefront of my mind, I could easily see my grandparents picture over my parents or my fireplace, one day, and all of us gathered in a few years telling their story. But fortunately my grandparents are still with us. Hopefully for a few more years. They are clearly weary warriors, as they've been suffering with the physical challenges of aging. Never the less, I don't want them going into eternity with any questions or doubts about their children and grandchildren's appreciation and affection for them. With this in mind, I asked the Holy Spirit for a blessing to speak over my grandfather. The morning of the party, this is what He gave me.

Opa and Oma, we want to give you a preview of what your children, grandchildren, great grandchildren, and future generations will be saying about you and your legacy once you've gone on to your eternal reward.

There's a scripture in Psalm 35:18 that reminds me of you Opa:

"You have given me your shield of victory. Your right hand supports me; your help has made me great."

I want to say before all of your family and friends, today, on your 90th birthday celebration. We think you're a great man!

We love you and we are proud of you, Opa!

We truly believe that God's help has made you great at so many things and in so many ways.

When I began to consider how the Lord has shielded you and supported you for many victories -- there were too many to count.

Many people in life, especially young Hispanic men, never quite make it to the other side; but you did Opa and we've been following your lead.

You were never satisfied with one victory, you were always looking for the next one.
- You didn't stop at picking cotton.
- You didn't stop at shinning shoes.
- You didn't stop at washing dishes at Earl Abel's (In fact, you were probably thinking, one day I'm going to own a place like this).
- You didn't stop when Angie Haager won your heart. You married her and started a beautiful family.
- You didn't stop with an accomplished military career or when you nearly died and suffered injury.
- You didn't stop when you had an opportunity of owning a McDonald's franchise, so you could finally be close to the family you loved so dearly.
- You didn't stop! (Everybody say - He didn't stop!)

Even now Opa, you're a victorious warrior, a little weary, but you're a great man!

Still victorious, not stopping, as you go to dialysis 3 days a week.

We know you're still fighting for your family and for Jesus, who you sacrificially serve.

We love you Opa, we are proud of you, and more victories to come!

Man of Honor - Tribute to Theodore P. Thevaos

After 95 years, my grandfather (Papou in Greek) went heavenward on December 3, 2011. We received word on Wednesday, November 30th, that his health had taken a turn for the worse. Over the next several days our hearts were heavy in prayer for healing or even wondering if it was his time. He had bounced back several times, so it was hard to know for certain.

On Friday morning I went to early prayer at Destiny Church, where I serve as Executive Pastor. After praying for a while, I felt compelled to read some of the book "The Blessing". I turned to the chapter about blessing your parents. As I read, the presence of the Holy Spirit came on me in a strong way. All I could do is sit there and weep as I considered how blessed I was to have the parents and grandparents I'd be given. In those moments I sensed that it was my Papou's time. After prayer I called my father, Pete, and encouraged him to get a plane ticket for Charlotte, North Carolina, as soon as possible. He and I had arrived a couple hours late several years before when my grandmother, Yiayia, passed. I wanted to make sure that didn't happen again. Since I had a prior commitment on Saturday morning, I couldn't fly out until Saturday about noon. My father called me while I was in the Atlanta airport and let me know that Papou passed with his four children - Pete, William, Maria, and John - by his side.

For the next several days I spent time with my father and family there in Charlotte. I asked a lot of questions about Papou's life and each ones recollection of him. In fact, it was a special time supporting my father in his time of loss. As I heard memorable stories about Papou I would take notes on my iPhone. I wanted to remember this once in a lifetime experience. It was the passing of a generation and it felt significant. I also wanted to make sure I was ready if I was called on to share some thoughts. Sure enough, my Aunt Maria, asked all the grandsons to share at the funeral like we had done for Papou's 90th Birthday Celebration.

So on the morning of Papou's funeral, this is what came to me. I really believe it was a gift from God as I cried and wrote "Man of Honor - Tribute to Theodore P. Thevaos". I've never wrote so easily and freely. I was hoping it would affect family and friends as much as it did me. Sure enough, I received much appreciation and encouragement from many.

Papou’s life looked a lot like this:

“Honor your father and mother, which is the first commandment with a promise: that it may be well with you, and you may live long on the earth” (Ephesians 6:2-3)

Family and friends watch out how you honor your parents, you may live to be 95 like our Papou.

This way of honor extended far beyond his important commitment to his parents, to every facet of his life. You see this call to be a man of honor got into everything he was and did.

The word “Honor” in the Hebrew and in the Bible verse I quoted at the outset means “to be heavy, weighty, to honor”. I guess that’s why we feel such strong emotion when we replay his life story in our minds, of how he touched our lives.

This honorable man was endearingly and honorably called by several names: Theodore, Daddy, Papou, and Great Papou.

A man of honor, honors his parents by caring for them into their old age sacrificing comfort and convenience for the ones who gave you the gift of life. Great Yiayia, Papou’s mother, was in good hands. It wasn’t easy, but he did what it took to honorably care for his wife and mother often finding himself in the uncomfortable place of Peacemaker.

A man of honor, loves and cares for his wife for better or for worse. Papou always had a way with the women. I guess it’s a Thevaos thing! That was to build the ego of all the Thevaos men, as if we needed it. Anyways, He knew how to win Yiayia’s heart in the early days of romance and he grew into letting her be her sweet self, which was totally different than his personality. If you don’t know or remember his personality, well let’s just say the word “Sweet” wouldn’t be the word I would choose.

And you know, Nobody ever looks forward to the “worse” part of their wedding vows. In fact, we pray against them. However, troubled days seem to touch us all in this broken world we live in. You never know how you’ll respond when trouble comes knocking at your door, but we now know how men of honor respond. They respond in sacrificial love. Any treatments, at any cost, for the one you love the most. They spare no expense and no amount of time to give their soul-mate, their beloved wife, a fighting chance and make them as comfortable as possible until heaven heals all of their wounds. That man of honor is our Papou honoring our Yiayia in her most embattled and difficult hour on this earth.

A man of honor is determined to live a long life so that his children, grandchildren, and even great grandchildren could know their father’s love, affection, and desire for them. My cousin, Willie T. and his wife Michelle told me recently, of the joy it was to have Great Papou hold their first born daughter, Vivian. And yes, he still knew how to hold a baby delicately, without dropping her. Good touch Papou!
A man of honor love’s his place and his people. You see our Papou believed in staying planted in one place and didn’t understand others who weren’t. For example, one of his nicknames for my father, Pete Thevaos’, family was none other than the Gypsies. If that wasn’t enough prodding, he would also remind us how that, even as big as Texas is, it came in a slow second to the Tarheel state. He did think a little of Texas though, but only because guys like Vice President Gardner, LBJ, and some of his kids were from the gun slinging state. Of course, he could never stay long when he’d come to visit. Sometime within the first few days he would start pacing the floor and sensing the need to get back to the people, the trees, and the jukeboxes of Owl Music.

A man of honor has to become strong and courageous in this tough world we live in and he feels the urgency to build strength and courage into his children. Our Yiayia was a nurturer making you feel loved and special. However, our Papou taught us to be strong and courageous with a feeling of protection and provision. He often used, what we all want more of. It was like, magic! It was almost as if he could just make it appear. I know it’s often said, “Money doesn’t grow on trees, but when it came to our Papou; he seemed to discredit that thought.” If his family was involved and they needed or even desired something, he would flash some cash at the drop of a hat. And trust me, his pocket often wasn’t big enough to transport the needed currency. But that’s OK, he had larger containers. A briefcase, was his container of choice, if you know what I mean. When I see someone carrying a briefcase handcuffed to their wrist, my first thought is Papou’s generosity. Generosity to him spelled “LOVE”. Generosity is sacrifice of what most people love the most, so in that case I guess he was right. He laid down his wants and desires for his family. All he needed was a decent house and two twin luxury cars. His and hers and he was satisfied. I think those new cars every several years and mink coats for the ladies in his life were his few splurges. Other than that, the Great Depression conformed him to frugality. And let me clarify, His wife and daughters were the ladies in his life. Thank you Papou for being faithful to our Yiayia.

A man of honor doesn’t let his family borrow money from him, he ultimately gives it away. I’ve heard it said, “If you let someone borrow money, you should be ready and willing to lose it.” Papou learned that way before we ever did. If he loved you, trusted you, and especially if you were his blood he held his money, which he spent his life earning, openly. I’ll always remember how he financed my first car. I needed $5,800 to purchase a 1989 Red Acura Integra. I was determined to work for it and pay him back. Within a few short days after my father, Pete, spoke with him by phone a check for the full amount came in the mail. We purchased the car and as soon as I earned my first $1,000, building a fence, I sent Papou a check and thank you letter in the mail. I thought, “Awesome, I’m 1/6th of the way there.” Only to discover within a week I had received another letter from Papou. In it I found the check for $1,000 I had just sent him with a note that read “Paid In Full” and an encouragement to invest that $1,000 for my future. I think all of his family has been honored by Papou’s generosity on many occasions and overwhelmed by those words “Paid In Full”.

A man of honor believes the country he was born into is the greatest country in the world. Our Papou always thought baseball was the best sport, first and foremost, because baseball was made in America. It was unmistakable that the New York Yankees was his favorite team as he spoke the world of baseball greats like: Babe Ruth, Ty Cobb, and Mickey Mantle. He was convinced America was the greatest country in the history of the world, and yes even better than Greece as much as he loved the place of his ancestry. Unfortunately, he never made a visit back to Greece, but we all know it was in his blood. He proudly wanted everyone to know he was a Greek American. English was his first language and Greek his second. And yes, he made sure everyone knew that every good idea originated from Greece. Sounds like a movie I’ve seen. And we all know how much he loved American music. It was his entertainment, his business, and to a large degree his life. On more than one occasion I heard him remark that the great Frank Sinatra, “He’s ok, but Bing Crosby, I like him, listen to his voice, I think he’s got a better voice, it’s smoooooth”, which led him into joining along with Bing on the radio singing songs like, “I’m Dreaming of a White Christmas”. And believe it or not our Papou had a pretty good baritone voice. It was all those years at Owl Music singing and working.

A man of honor has learned to temper his tongue and keep his words on the up. Our Papou had a way of motivating himself and others to have a zest for living. I’ll always remember his Mohamed Ali boxing shuffle in the kitchen of Addison Drive. He made us laugh and he still thought he had the moves. I think he chose his words carefully and stayed positive out of survival. He used humor and laughter as a medicine. I guess that’s why he never went to the doctor until he was over 90 and never took medicine. I deeply respect how, even though he was a man of few words, he would focus on you as an individual. He would never divulge any information to us about one of his other children or grandchildren. He had a relationship with each of us that was unique, special, and protected.

A man of honor sacrifices his life in defense of his family, his friends, and his country. When duty calls and you’re the oldest in the family, you must answer the call. And our Papou did with courage and dignity. He served his role on the team as a gunner in their B-24 Bomber flying missions from England to Germany. His life was in danger many a time and one time in particular as he and his buddies plane was shot down over France. Thank God for his protection and that our Papou was able to parachute to safety. It’s amazing how one defining moment in history, can change the course of history. That miracle brought Papou safely home and set him up for marriage to Sara, our Yiayia, and the coming birth of his beloved children: Pete, William, Maria, and Johnny. He was proud of his family. He always wanted to show off his kids and grand kids. He made us all feel special and loved. I’ll never forget him taking me on his route to visit a few business locations. We went down the stairs at the bowling alley on Morehead Street only to be warmly greeted by Lula Pappas and her world famous, “Hi hunny!” Then Papou would say with his confident voice and demeanor, “This is my grandson, Ted. He’s my name sake.” This is how our Papou felt about all his children and grandchildren. He knew he wanted a family and he knew how to build confidence in each of us, once he had us. Good work Papou!

Our will to live, and our Papou had one of the strongest I’ve ever seen, has much to do with long life. However, let’s all remember life is a gift from Almighty God through his beloved Son, Jesus of Nazareth. Because our Papou was a man of honor, honoring God, family, community, and country; our Heavenly Father, the one who desires us from eternity past through all eternity, gave him and us the honor of 95 years of life. As the scriptures say, “In Him we live, and move, and have our being.” Wow! What a gift! When you know your heavenly Father loves you and chose to give you life and you also know your earthly father loves you and chose to give, you life, that’s a recipe for a blessed life. It’s all of this reality that makes us feel the strong emotions we feel today about our Papou and about our lives. If you’ve been experiencing what I’ve been recently, It’s almost more than our bodies can contain at times. Our souls are being awakened to the wonder, majesty, and mystery of our Great God. God has been good to us my friends, to give us Papou. Today, looking into the future, we feel stronger, safer, prepared, encouraged, accepted, and loved because of the life of honor our Papou lived before us. What an example and what a gift! The best thing we can say is, thank you Jesus!

Finally, together as Papou’s four grandsons, we would like to honor and salute our grandfather by wearing his favorite hat. When we wear this, we’ll remember how to live life large like our Papou did. We love you Papou and we will honor your memory by being men of honor until we see you again in heaven. Oh and by the way, take it easy on Jesus! He’s got ya covered! 

(Additional thoughts after funeral)

A man of honor always knows how to look his best. A little olive oil for his health, plenty of Vitalis for his hair, a three piece suit, wing tipped shoes, a trusty hat and a smile, and he was ready to impress. Whether it was working early or late, the Greek church on Sundays, or his favorite restaurants; Open Kitchen, The Cupboard, or Valentino's - didn’t matter - our Papou always looked his best. And if that wasn’t enough, his vehicle would have been the only luxury car in Charlotte with a rickety set of tools in the trunk. Our Papou was ready at a moments notice to bring a jukebox or pinball back to life again. The people were happy and the party would go on. I guess we got our fix-it skills from you, Papou.

A man of honor is a man of ideas and passion. I’ve heard it said, “If people don’t know your passion, you probably don’t have one.” Our Papou was always learning about the world he lived in. The volumes of National Geographic magazines, stacked to the ceiling, in the basement of 4600 shouted out that fact. And he probably loved history so much, because he was a history maker himself. His desire to learn made him a man of ideas and passion. He was going to tell you what he thought, whether you were ready for it or not. And he was definitely, politically incorrect. He seemed to take pleasure in watching peoples reaction to his outlandish comments. He lived for the shock effect. I remember how my family could predict his first comment after traveling 20 plus hours from San Antonio to Charlotte to see him and our Yiayia. It never failed, “O Lord, Give me two Tylenol”. He’d say anything, even if he didn’t really mean it, just to get a laugh. However, when you could find him serious enough, he was committed to giving his children freedom to form their own opinions and make their own decisions. I remember our Papou on several occasions saying, “That’s enough, you don’t have to tell me all that.” He knew he was much more effective, influencing the ones he loved the most, with freedom and independence. Thanks Papou, for honoring your children with the support to choose their callings and commitments.   

A man of honor embraces a good God of mystery. We all ask the question, “why”. All of life is seeking answers to these questions. Why were we born into the country and family that we are? Why did God make us the way he did? Why can’t we change things about ourselves or about others for that matter? Why is there evil in the world? Why isn’t life fair? Why do those we love the most die, before we’re ready to let go? I’m sure thoughts like these must have rushed through our Papou’s mind, as he learned that he was living in a Day of Infamy. It was December 7th, 1941 and life was looking up as he was driving a brand new car and taking in a rousing football game with our Yiayia. Suddenly, joy turned to an aching sadness as they both learned, over a loudspeaker, that it could be one of their last special moments together. Duty to defend home and country was calling. A void was already there from the loss of his father, Pete, when our Papou was only a young 16 years old. Would he have the same fate as his father or would the goodness of God bring him home to his sweetheart Sara and his widowed mother Anna? Our country was kind enough not to take both of our Great Yiayia’s sons, so Uncle Gus and Aunt Christina waited in wonder. Our Papou sent money home to take care of his family and the lingering question of his mortality was eventually answered for a season. If he could survive a cruel war, he could live that long life, he desired, for the sake of those he loved the most. It’s reassuring to know that our Papou’s home going celebration was held on, none other than, December 7th, Pearl Harbor Day. How fitting a farewell, for now, to one of America’s war heroes. Yes, God in his mystery may leave us with some unanswered questions, but he sure knows how to build hope and courage into us at the most needed moments and in the simplest of ways. Rest in peace Papou, all of your questions are now answered in the presence of Jesus, your loving Savior.

In God's providence, it just so happened that, Papou's funeral service was held on Pearl Harbor Day, December 7, 2011. Not too shabby for a World War II veteran who was part of the greatest generation.

I remember my father, Pete Thevaos, driving me to the Charlotte Douglas Airport the day after the funeral. I was headed back to San Antonio, Texas, to return to life with my family. In an emotional moment, on the Billy Graham Parkway, the thought came to my father and he said, "Yesterday was Pearl Harbor Day. Papou's funeral was on Pearl Harbor Day!" Tears weld up in both of our eyes with the feeling that God had shined his face on an honorable World War II veteran.

90th Birthday (Theodore Pete Thevaos)

Back about 10 years ago in 2006, I was asked by my Aunt Maria to share some thoughts for my Grandfather's 90th birthday celebration. Maria put it together at Noble's Restaurant in Charlotte, North Carolina. Many family and friends were in attendance. The last thing Aunt Maria told me when she asked me to share was, "Keep it lite!" So, I tried to make it a little comical. This is what I shared that evening.

I’ll always remember our two-week, every two years, vacations to North Carolina to visit Papou and Yiayia.

I’d find myself many mornings waking up on the green sofa in the den having conked out the night before sometime during the 10 o’clock news that Papou and Yiayia watched religiously. I’d wake up to the sounds of footsteps coming down the hall, shaking what seemed like the whole house, a door squeaking open and then shuffling around the kitchen.

Well, it was none other than Papou making his morning coffee and sitting down to read the Charlotte Observer.

You can imagine, by this point, I only had two choices. Try to ignore him and all the commotion or join him. I certainly wasn’t going to interrupt his daily routine, even if it were only for 2 weeks every 2 years traveling nearly 2000 miles to see him. It was definitely my fault for falling asleep in a noisy place, every morning at 7am. So since changing his routine wasn’t an option and trying to ignore him was impossible, most mornings I decided to join him.

I’d sit down and he’d pour me a cup of S&D coffee (OK, maybe it was Folders). I’d watch him pour half and half to the brim, so I poured half and half to the brim. He’d add one spoon, two spoons and a whopping three spoons of sugar, so I did the same. He’d stir for what seemed like forever and then lean over and take that first sip of perfection.

Well, when I took my first sip after following Papou’s secret recipe I was hooked. It tasted more like a desert than a beverage. I tell ya, He’s been doing Starbuck’s long before they became big. Hey Papou, maybe you should have gone into the coffee business.

So now I’m a little over thirty, thirty-one to be exact, and I was thinking. You know, I spent the first ten years of my life enjoying coffee with Papou for two weeks every two years, then the next ten years wondering if it stunted my growth. This was especially true when I was trying to make the jump from jv basketball to varsity. Of course, Papou was there to add a little humor to one of my jv games back in San Antonio. On one occasion, he shouted from the bleachers “Get’m Mugsy, Get’m”. All I could think was, “You’re the one who gave me the coffee!” And finally, I spent the last ten years wondering if, somehow, maybe that coffee did more than stunt my growth, it may have stunted my hair growth too.

Just kidding! I think coffee is great. I still have a cup every day like Papou. And look Papou, it helped you live until 90 and beyond.

Papou, I appreciate and respect your enjoyment of living, your discipline, hard work, commitment to your family, your Greek heritage, and it goes without saying; your sense of HUMOR. God bless you on your 90th and I pray many more. We love you, Papou!

Papou went on to live to the age of 95. Hi died on Saturday, December 3, 2011. In God's providence, it just so happened that, his funeral service was held on Pearl Harbor Day, December 7, 2011. Not too shabby for a World War II veteran who was part of the greatest generation. I wrote the eulogy "Man of Honor" as a tribute to my grandfather.

I remember my father, Pete Thevaos, driving me to the Charlotte Douglas Airport the day after the funeral. I was headed back to San Antonio, Texas, to return to life with my family. In an emotional moment, on the Billy Graham Parkway, the thought came to my father and he said, "Yesterday was Pearl Harbor Day. Papou's funeral was on Pearl Harbor Day!" Tears weld up in both of our eyes with the feeling that God had shined his face on an honorable World War II veteran.

Tree of Life

My JESUS Story

The preachers booming voice reverberated off of the meeting room walls. “All have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God. Are you a 100% sure you’re going to be accepted into heaven? Have your sins been forgiven? Your parents faith in God and salvation is not enough. You need to have your own experience and relationship with Jesus the Savior. If you want assurance of salvation, today, walk down to the front of this room and let’s pray together. Today, is the day of salvation!”

I was only 9 years old at a kids camp in Leakey, Texas. My parents, Pete and Rosalind, had sent my sister Natalie and I with the children’s church group at Revival Temple. I had gone for the fun and adventure of it all, but now I felt rather strange. This man was telling me there was something wrong with me and if I didn’t fix it, I’d be in trouble. It seemed real clear to me that one day my life would end, badly, if I didn’t get my sins forgiven by Jesus. If I didn’t get this eternal life.

As I was contemplating joining the preacher at the front for prayer, so many thoughts flashed through my mind. Thoughts like, “I think I’m a pretty good guy. I haven’t done anything that bad. I always try to please my parents. My friends like me, and above all, what is everybody going to think of Ted if they see me walk down to the front?”

Fear of what others would think of me nearly glued me to my seat, but something began to happen. In my mind, I began to hear a small voice, “You need to pray with that preacher, you need your sins forgiven, you need to be 100% sure, heaven sure sounds like a wonderful place, don’t worry about what others think of you.”

So, I bit the bullet and began walking to the front. As I approached the front, it looked like I would be the first to respond. However, to my amazement, my older sister Natalie had arrived there first. In that moment — with the preacher, my sister, and then the other kids that followed — something began to happen to me. For the first time in my life, I began to feel a strange presence and power come over me. I felt a weightiness that began to break my spirit. I could feel it in my body and I began to cry. All I can say is that, I believe, I began to feel the presence of God for the first time in my life. Feelings of — peace, conviction, joy, assurance! It felt like everything the preacher had said from the Bible was true. That God was real! Heaven was real! And I actually felt that I had, at only 9 years old, missed the mark and needed a Savior. And finally, this new found confidence and compassion for others began to fill me. I wanted others, those I knew and loved, to know and feel what I was feeling in that moment. It was so real! It was so right! I felt more alive than ever before!

I’m 44 years old now and God’s been kind to let me experience the presence of His Spirit numerous times since. It’s available to you too, even today! The Bible says, “Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they will be filled.” (Matthew 5:6) In addition to that, through learning the Bible from others and for myself, I began to understand more of what I was needing at that young age of 9.

I Needed Life

What I discovered, is that I needed abundant and eternal life. You may think that’s strange because I seemed fully alive. Well, you’re right! I was fully alive in the physical, but spiritually I was dead as a door nail. You see, the Bible teaches that each and every person is a triune being. We consist of spirit, soul, and body. My body was well and as strong as any other 9 year old, but my spirit and soul needed to be made alive to Jesus Christ and eternal life.

Jesus said, “The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I have come that they may have life, and have it more abundantly.” (John 10:10)

My life was incomplete! I was missing something. I had been stolen from God and God had been stolen from me. So who was the thief?

None other than that fallen angel, Satan. In his ongoing rebellion and disloyalty to God, he convinced God’s first family, Adam and Eve, to follow him instead of their life-giver and friend. This couple that God loved dearly, lost something that we all need desperately. They lost the Tree of Life!

The Tree of Life promised an eternally good life — no tears, no crying, no mourning, no pain, no sin, no death — only newness of life, forever. (Genesis 2 & 3 / Revelation 21 & 22)

Here’s the good news! Jesus, the one and only Son of God, came to give the Tree of Life back to you. God never wanted Adam and Eve, or us, to lose eternal life. But they made a choice and we have to make a choice as well. Who are we going to follow? The Father of Life or the Father of Lies! There are only two families. The family of God and the family of God’s enemy, the devil. He’s a thief, he steals, he kills and he destroys people’s lives. That’s who he is and that’s what he does. Following him, will produce that in a person’s life. “Bad company corrupts good morals”. Bad people, bad news, you lose!

The Bible says, “Dear children, do not let anyone lead you astray. He who does what is right is righteous, just as he is righteous. He who does what is sinful is of the devil, because the devil has been sinning from the beginning. The reason the Son of God appeared was to destroy the devil’s work. No one who is born of God will continue to sin, because God’s seed remains in him; he cannot go on sinning, because he has been born of God. This is how we know who the children of God are and who the children of the devil are: Anyone who does not do what is right is not a child of God; nor is anyone who does not love his brother.” (1 John 3:7-10)

It’s real simple! As a 9 year old boy I was in a great natural family, but I hadn’t yet been born into the spiritual family of God. I was spiritually dead. I needed to be made alive!

How can that happen? Well, the picture of the Tree of Life on the front of this flyer makes it crystal clear. We’ve got to get the seed of God’s Spirit into our spirit (our heart). Do you notice the seed in the center of the heart bellow the tree? That’s it!

Salvation Prayer

If you desire to be in God’s family and have the Tree of Life available to you forever, pray this prayer that’s similar to what I prayed at 9 years old:

Heavenly Father, thank you for making me your new friend and bringing me into your family. I desire to be a child of God. I now realize, that my sin has separated me from you and the Tree of Life. I want to live with you forever in heaven, one day. I ask you to forgive my sins and wash me with the blood of Jesus, your saving Son. I turn away from my old life, to a new life in you. I choose to make you my Savior and Lord. Thank you for putting the seed of your Spirit into my heart. I will follow you all the days of my life!

I believe, you’re going to feel better and better and good things are going to happen to you, my friend. Here’s the good news! You’ve been born again into the family of God. You’re a child of God and it’s all a free gift that Jesus earned for you when he died on the cross and was resurrected to newness of life.

Growing the Tree of Life

You see, the picture of the Tree of Life also represents your new life rooted and grounded in Jesus Christ. This new seed of the Spirit of God, in your heart, is going to grow as you water it. It’ll grow into a mighty tree that symbolizes your new life as a Christian, a follower of Jesus.

How do you water this seed? Reading and studying the Bible, worshiping Jesus with other believers in a Christian church, and striving to obey every good thing God puts in your mind and heart to do. Be quick to obey and you’ll be blessed, joy-filled, and fulfilled in this new life.

So your new life is like a tree that has to be nurtured to grow strong. Your spirit is now saved from death and assured heaven, your soul is being saved, and your body will one day be saved from corruption. Your soul is made up of your mind (thoughts), will (choices), emotions (feelings). This is the area of you that the Bible teaches is the battle ground. The Devil is going to continue to attack this part of you with a vengeance, but I believe you’re going to overcome and God is always going to provide a way of escape for you to take. So in the heat of the battle, with God’s help, make that choice to resist the devil and run from temptation and sin. You’re a new person, a child of God! You can do it!

It’s the washing of the water of the Word of God that’s going to make the tree of your life healthy and strong. You can’t do it on your own! You need God and other Christian leaders to support you. We all do!

The fruit on the tree is what the Bible calls the Fruit of the Spirit. “But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control.” (Galatians 5:22)

These characteristics are what God is like. This is the Spirit of God. So if you now have the Spirit of God in you, and you do, these characteristics will now begin to flow out of you as well. You’ll become more and more like God as the years go by. Others will come and look at the tree of your life and enjoy the fruits of love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. God’s Spirit will flow out of you into others! This is how God’s Spirit will spread! The Bible says, “How much more should we submit to the Father of our spirits, and live!” (Hebrews 12:9)

Healing and provision of Jesus

We can’t forget the leaves! The Bible says, “And the leaves of the tree are for the healing of the nations.” (Revelation 22:2) Remember, you now have a new perfect loving Heavenly Father. He knows what you need even before you ask Him, but he desires you to ask Him for anything and He delights in providing whatever you need. If you need healing in your body this side of heaven, ask Him. If you need increased financial provision, ask Him. If you need forgiveness, ask Him.

He’ll never turn you or anyone in need away. You’re His beloved creation, child, and friend.

God loves you more than you’ll ever know, and He’ll accomplish more through you than you ever thought possible.

And remember, good things are going to happen to you!

Ted, Anna, Laura, Audrey, Timothy, Joshua Thevaos


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